Base! how low can you go!

I am blogging today as to be honest I feel fucking terrible.

The last 2 weeks of my life have been a real shitstorm of ups and downs, and today from memory is my lowest and worst state of feeling I can ever recall.

There are 3 main things in my life, my family, home & work, and lfc. And right at this moment in time they are all shit! Now I have started to write this I am not even sure what to say. My 7 year old son is driving me to the point of I don't know what, I cannot, under any way shape or form get him to listen to me, although there is no doubt a part that its how I am doing it, but he just has this ability to get me, very quickly to the end of my tether by not listening, continually being a pain in the arse and I cannot think of a way to try and get through to him, so I have come away from my brother in laws to get away from everyone - now I can think but have no idea what to think! Am I not cut out for parenting, am I blowing it all out of proportion, is it me or is it him I don't know but I cannot deal with it.

Firstly I have a short fuse with him anyway, which has developed over the last 18 months because of this kind of thing, but he has managed, through not listening to what I ask him to do, to get me to pretty much breaking point Saturday and Sunday for the last 2 weekends. Right now, If it wasnt for the amount of love I have for him, my wife and daughter, I think I would leave! and to even have that thought really is not a good thing, and chuck in the added pressure of nr 3 due in Jan.

I am not going to drivvel on, as I cannot self analyse and cure this emotion or how I am feeling, so I will stop here and hope and I am sure I will feel better later.

Liverpool!

What can I say, 2 points from 3 games, Birmingham, Man Utd and Sunderland. not good enough. In my opinion, although you can say it is down to the players on the pitch, I think the problem is rooted deeper and until this ownership crap is sorted out it wont improve. Hicks and Gillet must go, we need new owners who know and understand about football and not soccer and they must care!

Work - well its just bloody hard!