TFI Friday!

At last its the end of a busy week.

The week started with the kids going back to school after the summer holidays, but with all the preparations even that wasn't easy. Seb started at junior school and he said he had butterflies for a week or so before hand, after his trip to Anfield on the Saturday before he went with his Carra scarf, Liverpool ruck sack and Liverpool p.e bag! Good lad!
Ellie was a little more chilled going to year 2 and staying in the infants school.

Work has been ok, with the week ending fortunately with a redesign of one of our website being available which is desperately needed.

Not sure why but been feeling a bit 'strange' the last couple of days, nothing specific but a tad lethargic, and a bit of discomfort in my tummy. I think I have eaten something that has not agreed with me, and I keep having waves where I feel I make be sick or get stomach cramps prior to a big pooh, but had neither!

I had my first night back at cubs after the summer break, training to be a leader! I had about 4 nights before the break and also have another leader starting, a female whom I am not too sure about.
I have come away feeling 'not sure' about the whole thing, more so because I can't be arsed to compete. My co-trainee leader- we'll call her J, is a real Johnny 2 shits. From the first time I met her I felt a competitive edge and I was so right. When we started and we were given our learner packs, she was already ahead of the game as she had her CRB certificate already, new about health and safety from work, then the next time she had already completed one module of the training book, but she is quick to tell me. She doesn't say hi Jez how are you? Have you managed to look at the manual, it's hi, how many modules have you completed? I have done module 1 already.
I don't see any rush or competitiveness in this, but we have been interviewed by the district commissioner etc, her interview a week before mine and we need to attend a module 1-3 training morning. I have been scheduled in for 2nd October. So tonight, J is straight up to me, so have you done any courses yet? Not yet, I reply I am going on 2nd October , J they had me down for that one but I had already booked myself in for tomorrows one! Ok cool, it just pisses me off.
There was also a term planning meeting last week that she went to but not sure why, but she made it known to me that she called to find out where it was, yet no one managed to call me! Just felt left out and unsure of why she is so competitive and it doesn't matter what or how many times i have done something, she has done it once more than me! Hence i have had 1 shit, she'd have had 2!

Not sure how much sense this makes but i feel better to get it out of my system, or exactly why it has made me feel like this as it shouldn't!



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